Enigma ~~ Return to Innocence ~~

Deadmau5 feat Rob Swire - Moar Ghosts'n'Stuff (M.A.D. Mash-Up Mix)

All India Radio - Four Three

Lara Fabian / Addio Del Passato (in "En Toute Intimite" 2003

Short Animation -ALARM- HD720

Die in Dreams

I fear that someday i will die in my dreams.
This thought is not inspired by Inception, but my own feelings and experiences.
Time and again, i had dreams about me being tortured in the dreams.
Such brutality and bloodshed, dreams are not real, but my pain is.
When i woke up, i found myself sleep in a good position, didn't pressure my essential organs, so why did such dreams comming?
So i fear someday, i can't woke up anymore, i can't stand the pain anymore, if i give up, what would happen, will i die or will i woke up just as usual?
This is a serious question, if i dream about me dying in my dreams, being tortured to death, will i die in reality. Because the pain is real, the pain is what i feel, so it make sense if i can't survive the pain in dreams, i can't woke up anymore.

Officially 23

Refuse to live a normal life; grown up to think differently; despise the mundane. In the end, you gain loneliness.

去年此时，他站在小巷里通过电话给- 唱了一首“I Believe”。我们相互暗恋那么多年，终- 在一起。涩涩默默地他居然唱了一首- 那么深情的歌。两地分居很让人痛苦- 我一点都无法忍受。就这样我把这段- 爱马虎地消耗完了。

一年后的此时，他已经成了我心底的- 尘。那个角落回不去、换不来、情不- 。曾经只能是过去。对此，只能说，- 我曾经也为爱疯狂，不顾一切。

如今，看着周围的男性朋友，丝毫没- 望和谁在一起。心里也恐慌，几个月- 恋爱就能让把我的青春消耗，从此直- 接步入为婚姻而结合的道路？

23年了，我已经活了很久，但前面的路- 更长。